I should stop this song for now but i won't do that

Some days we all go like, "Life is so big, people come and go, and I don't care." But then, one night, all the Bollywood songs hit you right where it hurts, and you’re there beside the radio while driving back home, realizing that some people don't come back and some people can never be replaced. You realize you keep looking for that person in everyone you meet, and isn't it injustice to all three of you?

The one who is new in your life can't be accepted for who they are. The one who you are thinks you have moved on, but you haven't—and probably never will—from that person. And lastly, the one from your past wonders: if they meant that much, why did you ever let go of each other?

This is just one of those nights when I stumbled upon this song, "Tera Hone Laga Hoon," and especially this part of the song:
"आओ कि शबनम की बूँदें बरसती हैं,
मौसम इशारा है, हाँ, अब तो चले आओ."

The tragedy of nights like these is the utter sadness in my heart—mixed with a crazy yearning and excitement to just give him a call. But I guess I’ll just willingly spend the night screaming this song in my room.

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