You can have the whole world and still yearn for one person
You can have the whole world
And still yearn for one person
You can have all the love to give
And still hate someone passionately
You can have a party at this moment
And still feel like you're holding a funeral
You can be surrounded by a huge crowd of people
And still miss someone desperately
You can listen to songs you love
And still nothing might ever hit the right strings of your heart that once someone's voice did
You can have all the happiness in this world
And still nothing might take away your sorrows
You can hear the deafening music in a ballroom watching everyone dance
And still you hear nothing more loudly than your own heart beating
You can have your script all prepared
And still you feel at loss of words when you meet him
You can say say say say and keep saying
And still feel only misunderstood
You can do do do and do everything for them
And still hear them calling you selfish
You can sob sob sob every tear
And still feel heavy
You can write write write
And still feel too much is left
You can sleep sleep sleep
And still feel time is only lagging behind
You can make someone your best friend
And still feel like you're not theirs
You can hold onto someone
And still be abandoned
You can breathe deeply
And still feel choked
You can be a rainbow in the sky
And still feel you are nothing too great
You can hope for today to not end
And still tomorrow will come
You can tell someone a secret
And still hear it become a gossip
You can trust someone
And still have trust issues
You can eat everything in your plate
And still feel hungry
You can smile so bright
And still feel like crying any minute
You can accept someone's apology
And still never forgive
You can ask someone to never call you again
And still hope to watch your phone ringing with their name on
You can pretend to hate someone
And still know you love them too hard
You can be angry
And still watch your anger melting into tears
You can list down your rules in love
And still see yourself breaking your own rules for someone who never loved you for even ones
You can try to be a crazy wrench
And still know you're still an emotion wrench inside
You can have a blurry memory of someone
And still remember their name, birthday and words they said to break your heart
You can believe someone's words
And still not believe them at all
You can be honest
And still know you are only lying
You can be everything someone needs
And still feel like you are nothing
You can be someone's inspiration
And still feel like a loser inside
You can earn all you want
And still be unsatisfied
You can have this world in your arms
And still crave for just someone you couldn't have
You can despise someone everyday
And still beg yourself to forgive them
You can mess up at times
And still love yourself for your clumsiness
You can hold onto stories, people
And still slowly, gently let them go
You can love someone immensely
And still not feel loved by them
You can have everything
And still choose to complain
You can call yourself insane
And still be sane
You can have your plate
And still look into others
You can feel lonely in places
And still not accept you were only lonely within yourself all along
You can meet the same old lover
And still not feel anything
You can say nothing heals
And still find yourself healing
You can cry cry cry, say its heavy
And still slowly feel the weight being lifted up
You can be impatient
And still know time is all you need
You can expect too much
And still know it's the reason behind your suffering
You can have the whole world
And i hope you share it with others
You can have hate for someone
And i hope you realize loving is easy
You can despise someone everyday
And i hope slowly you forgive them and yourself too
I hope you never become the reason behind someone's suffering
I hope when you get the chance to apologize, you do it with sincerity
I hope when you cry, you know you will smile too
I hope when things go hard, you will be easy on yourself
I hope when someone leaves, you only always let them go
I hope you forgive
I hope you forgive
I hope you forgive
I hope you forgive yourself first
Forgiving them is your choice
And forgetting too
But if you ask me, i'll say forgive them, seeing them as a kid who has still a lot to learn, who was suffering too
But remember don't be their teacher, don't go and teach them what they never learned because noone taught you all this and you learnt alone in your life
Leave them, let them go
Your love will always come back in different forms, at different times, in different situations and from different people
Forgive everyone please
It's for your own sake
I hope everyone forgive you too
After reading this, my heart feels the same as this "❤️🩹" emoji, as this blog signifies healing for me.
ReplyDeleteWhile reading it felt like someone laid my soul out all naked n bare
ReplyDeletei felt like this piece should never end
fab it was