what will happen to us in future?

Ashaz, there are people just not for you, the same way you are not for them. You can still try to translate your whole soul in their local language, in their mother tongue or whichever way suits them and still find yourself being misunderstood. You can do everything right, and still go completely wrong. When you meet such people no matter how deeply you feel for them, or how intensely your heart beats for them or how insanely you feel alive for the first time on this planet, you will know sooner or later your paths will separate. Isn't it the most heart wrenching thing in this world?
It has kept me up for so many nights. I was terribly terrified of losing them for so long. A part of me still aches today but i feel habituated to it now. I feel maybe one day we will either cross mountains of conflicts, arguments, misunderstandings and build bridges to our souls so as to hold onto each other a little more harder than before or maybe they will find someone who will read their soul without needing any word and this word misunderstandings, conflicts will just fall out of their dictionary. 
And maybe i will also meet someone who will tell me it's okay, dont worry, we'll find a way out of it together, go sleep well, dont cry and i will no longer have to translate my soul to someone. 
At the end, maybe it will be all good for us, to us and we will just become fonder memories to each other from our little moments of togetherness, conflicts and misunderstandings. 

I think to know how someone is here only for a season will always be hurtful, yet we continue to carry on with our daily lives.

They will always be one of those losses you won't be able to take out of your head. 











Comments

  1. Anonymous12 April 2024 at 10:31

    Dear, more good things and more good people are yet to come.., so don't let yourself be drained by these things ✨💛

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