void

Sometimes this whole world falls into deep screeches of silence, that i can't even hear the honking of vehicles. In all such moment, i can only hear the loudness of my thumping heart in this city.

Tick,tick, tick

The only sound 

that accompanies me at nights

But sometimes i ignore it with songs

There's something in my heart

That makes it heavy with time

Physically it's not there, 

but still it's here

Just this energy that 

never leaves me behind

I carry it everywhere i go

From candy stores to restrooms,

Its always there in me

                                                — void 

That feeling when i have this whole damn world around me and this huge sky above my head, but still it's not enough, there's somethings lacking here and i'll never know what's that. I'm here at the subway station watching trains come and go.